Yesterday band was totally EWW. Couldnt play a single,was so frustrating. But the songs were nice.:)Anw, after that went to church!:)While waiting in the canteen, I stared at random people and random things, while listening to Desert song while thinking and pondering. I've finally survived the dry season and have a new goal so called in my life. God has called me to do things. But I've been wondering, Have I let fear and school distract me from achieving these so called goals? There is something missing. I can just feel it. My heart just somehow dont feel right. But I have no idea what is wrong. It is weird. Anw, so I went for fuel. Was pretty ok I guess. Shared quite a bit.Service was great. Worship was really good too.The songs were really I dont know. Appropriate I would say. GOD HAS REALLY BEEN GOOD. REALLY GOOD.AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. Sermon was great also. I pondered alot. Thinking that indeed I have let fear crept in. Well now Im just focusing on listening and following Him. Im hoping I'll be able to do it.
So today, woke up really late. After lunch,bathed and decided to start doing my work and study for the upcoming DISGUSTING 3 test this coming week. YES AND THEN I HAD TO START GETTING SICK AGAIN. SNEEZING SNEEZING PLUS ALL THOSE MOSQUITO BITES.BTW,I got attacked by some insects in school on fri making my whole body itch and ache by the bites.YEAH, So I went to sleep. And by the time I woke up it was dinner. Yes I WASTED MY WHOLE DAY.URGGHH SO PISSED. ANW, stopped sneezing but had a bad headache still have. Yeah after dinner, Im here now. sigh. I got to study plus do my work. Cos by tmr morning I'll be ok and will have to go to school only to be sick in the night again.:( ok I really hope this week will pass fast. and hopefully it'll be good. HOPING.