LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY!:( So sad, can't believe I was looking forward to this day, only realising that I'll be so sad and even cried seeing so many cried.:O 1SERVICE'09 IS THE BEST CLASS YOU CAN GET.
Just a few days ago, everyone was so pissed with each other. But after yesterday's talenttime which was a blast, we like suddenly bonded like mad, and today we were just so i dont know bonded and it was really sad parting.

Thats our class 1service. The Last minute class. Everytime there's a competition we will always ignore it and until like 3-5 days before we'll get super anxious and start trying to do something. But even then, while the perosn in-charge is trying to get the class to cooperate, everyone doesn't listens and we'll end up getting pissed with each other and sometimes even "fighting". However, in the end, like one day before the thing, suddenly everyone will be super bonded, listen to the person in charge and to the dance like super enthu-ly.AND we'll always win something and get super happy again. Arent we just so special?haha!

I really don't want to go to different classes next year. I just want everyone to stay in the same class.:( sigh.
I'll miss those times with ROSE,TIFFANY,SARAH,SOFEAH AND KAY EAN. Hope we'll be in the same class next year.

Time really passes quickly. The year is over so quickly, it seemed like I just entered secondary school not long ago. :(


ILOVE1SERVICE!:):)

Band was not as bad as expected.:) It was super tiring.:O
Now that the exams are over,I'm super super bored.:( pfft.
I think the talenttime thing is going to be like super screwed.hahaha. oh wells.
I hope this week passes quick!:) YAY! LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL. Besides the fact that I'll have to go back to school for math lessons. But still! I don't want to know which class I'm going next year. DONT DONT WANT!:(

I'm getting more pissed off my the day. Ok actually I'm not really pissed off at this stuff I'm suppose to be pissed off at. I'm just pissed off that I have more things to think about and be troubled about. AHHH. This is so annoying. Can't this year end off well and not like end off with stupid problems starting to pop up one by one?!Oh wells, whatever. Dont care already.

ok.bye. Got nothing else to say. teehee. byebye.

Today was a super sucky day.:O Firstly, it was Project work day. So the whole day you sit there listening to people present their projects to you. How boring is that? The only ones I really listened to was Shana's project and the one I really enjoyed was OM.pfft.
Secondly, because of something else which makes me really sad and well basically worried and sad again.oh wells.
Thirdly, found out more annoying people.:(
Lastly, just something else kay!haha:)
I'm dreading tmr, not church but band. Sucks. I don't want to wake up so early.
On the other hand, I'm looking forward to church. I MISS YOU CASSIE.Havent talk to you for 3 whole days.:( Not even on msn. sucks. oh wells. Hope tomorrow will go will and breeze through quickly pass band.Fine, it isnt that bad but I want my junior band back.:(
Well, THANK GOD NEXT WEEK IS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!:) YES! Last year, I was super sad when the last day of school was coming. HOWEVER, this year I'M HAPPY LIKE ANYTHING.: ) I can finally put down all the stress from school and just rest, meet friends and go to church. HOW COOL IS THAT?! hahahah.ok.
But I'll still have to go to school some of the days for Math cos we havent finish the syllabus.:O PFFT.

OH WELLS. I seriously need to get back on track and not let all this sickening things distract me from what I'm suppose to do.

Ok, I better go off now, I need to wake up early tmr for band:(


I LOVE YOU LORD.

HI HI.:) Today was a relatively good day. For some weird reason,when I woke up especially while walk to school from the bus stop I felt really really happy. Like I knew that the day was going to be good. This reminds me of what Sis Hannah said once when she was here. haha.:)
Got back all my other papers except science(which I'm glad I didnt). They were not too bad I guess. Not as disappointing as MATH the crappiest paper ever.:( But I could have done better too. SUPER HAPPY FOR GEOG THOUGH.:)))) OK. yeah.

Met Cassie today. Had a fun time talking crap, catching up, and talking about really personal stuff which was interesting at the same time.hahaha( I hope you know what im referring to Cassie!) Yeah. So happy meeting her. YES CASSIE. Meet next week again if there's time yeah.

Deleted a whole chunk of crap which I decided not to let anyone see.sigh. oh wells.

I don't want to get my science back tomorrow!:((( IM GOING TO DIE FOR BIO AND PHY ESP BIO. GAHH. I wrote full of crap for bio especially the last question. Still laugh thinking of it.HAHAHA.Sorry I don't like seeing blanks in my paper. It pisses me off.hahaha.Even if I have no idea what the question is about I would simply put crap as my answer. I know I wouldnt get any marks AT ALL. BUT IT JUST PISSES ME OFF SEEING BLANKS! I know I'm weird.hahaha.

I'm really afraid to know what class I'll be going at the end of the year. I really don't want to know at all in fact. sigh. But moving on and accepting the truth is sad part of life we all will have to go through right?oh wells.:)

Better go off to do my TAWG and then go to sleepppp!:) Bye. Have a nice day tomorrow.:)

Went on the battlefield tour today. Was not as bad as I thought it would be. hahaha. I think the world war 2 is crazy and scary:( I feel so sad for those soldiers who died:((((
Tmr we're going to the national musuem. I think that is going to be boring. Around 5 hours in the one musuem walking around.:( At least today got to walk around.And we went to three different places.
hahaha tues was marking day!I met up with Cassie and we chatted and laughed alot. However Cassie had to leave abruptly later but still had a nice time.:)hahaha!
The school cheat us of the second marking day.:(pffft.
IM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY AT ALLLL!:(Getting back my EOYs marks.Really scared. However on a happy note, I'm going to Sarah's house with Tiffany, Sofeah and Rose. And we're going to kill Sarah's kitchen hahahah!Havent decided whether I want to sleepover yet. I'll think about it. haha. oh wells.



LIFE IS FULL OF UNCERTAINTY.Pfft.

ITS OVERRRR! IM FREEEE!:) EOYs ARE OVER AND DONE WITH:)

Today bio was screwed and part of physics too.GAHH! and chinese listening! OMG! I think this is the first time im going to do very badly for chinese listening. I've never done such a hard one b4. Even those practises we did were like easy.This one was screwed.The last passage especially I didnt even know what the were talking abt! They were reading this poem thingy and right after it they described the students reaction or smth with cheng yus i've never heard b4 and didnt even have the time to think what they meant. Worse still, I only realised they were describing the students in cheng yu after the second time it was played and like the first time I didnt even really know that the poem ended already:( This is ultra crazy. They are evil! It's the last paper and its LISTENING!why is it so hard?!:(((
Anw, that aside, I'm so happy!haha! I got lots of things to do. Ok maybe not that much.haha! I feel so relax now!A whole load of burden is GONE!:)
However, I'm not really looking forward to the battle field trip on wed and getting back my results. I need to enjoy more b4 I get back my results least I get disappointed.:( Also , not looking forward for lessons to start again and band. I really shouldnt dread band. But it is not exactly band that I dread(i enjoy it) but it is having to stay back and wake up early.
oh wells. Also, I dont want this year to end!:( Time passes fast right. So fast the exams are over. cool huh. haha. oh wells.



I'm worried and scared for you and you. What shld I do?

9 DOWN 3 TO GO!!!!:):)

JUST ONE MONDAY LEFT AND IM FREEEEE!:)

I'm having Science on Monday. I come to realise I LOVE science in sec school. BUT there's so much to rmb so there mite be a problem.AND Mr lau keeps on saying EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED. Which means something surprising and not exactly easy is going to come out at least for chem!:(

Geog today was crazy.My hand was scirbbling away.And it hurts. However later chinese was not that bad except for the zong he tian kong. haha. I think no one really studied for chinese, anw you cant really study for it. haha there was really a big diff during geog and chinese. For Geog, I could really feel the tension and when it started everyone immediately rushed into the paper. But for chinese everyone was not as worried and stress.Also when it started everyone took their time to read the passage.

Today I got back some sleep hahaha. Since I have the weekends, might as well catch up on my sleep today right.haha.

Well there's church tomorrow!:)yay haha! I'm looking forward to it.:)

YAY!I'm getting nearer to the finishing line and then IM FREE!:)
Ytd I was in depression cos of math. I screwed it up. But then I decided not to let it affect my mood. I was talking to myself hahaha. OMG.I'm thinking about the ways to relief stress the one we came up with during fuel hahaha super funny. Yeah I talk to myself when I'm stress. It helps hahaha.
Yeah so today I'm happy!:) Cos surprisingly for ONCE I didnt find langarts hard. Which is very very RARE for someone like me. haha.
Tmr is geog and chinese!OMG GEOG!:((( So much o memorise. and then Lorms. I cant phrase lorms. I will take a long time to think.There's 1h 45 mins.wonder if I can finish the lorms on time...?

I think exams are really draining.I'm losing all my strength,not really mentally but physically. My hand hurts from writing so much. And my whole body is failing me.After the exams,I'm going to sleeppppp!:)

This week passed really fast. It feels as though it is still the start of the week.I can't believe tmr is friday!:)hahaha!Oh wells.

God will be there for me!:)He is going to bring me through this!:)


JUST 3 MORE DAYS!HANG ON!:)

Today was the start of EOYs.
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I deleted a whole chunk of crap.No point typing them out here.
Well, I'm trying to face the exams with a brave smile.:)
Had my langarts paper 1 and history today. Langarts was not that stressful. In fact I didnt really worry about it. Right from morning till the end of papers (except for during the langarts paper).I only had history on my mind.When history was over, I literally felt a whole load better.
Interesting how everyday when a paper is over, slowly one by one a load is taken from our minds.
Tmr's math paper and chinese paper 1. scared.:(
No calculators allowed for math paper 1! How am I going to survive?!:((
Well, I'm going to do my very very best.:)

A sms Joy send me yesterday was really great.:) It really reminded me not to worry so much abt the exams cos God is there and is my strength.:)
So let me share it with everyone:

3 things you got to do before exams:
1. Surrender your fears to God.
"For God did not give us the spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self discipline."2 Tim 1:7
2. With God, anything is possible.Have FAITH.
"I can do Everything through Him who gives me strength."Phil 4:13
3.Praise Him in Everything
"Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever."
Psa 107:1

Remember this kay?:)

Ok I got to go and study now. Maybe I will post on something funny that happen on mon some other time.:)


God is in control:)
Have Faith.