OMG!It is wednesday already!:( Time flies. That can be either a good thing or bad thing.
I'm currently kind of sick. More like I'm getting sick.:(Flu and sore throat. Hope I recover by next week until all the way after EOYs. Then it doesn't really matter that much any more.
Just another 2 more weeks and I'm free!:) I think I'm crazy.EOYs havent even started and I'm already thinking of it ending.
But I seriously really really worried for EOYs. Ahh! Remember my Short Term memory. Not only can it cause all those things, it can also cause me to fail my exams!!!AHH!!

Anw, I just found out from Shu Qing that she and cla is coming to our church!:) Cool right!But they're coming for the sunday service.

Somehow I am really enjoying this time without Band.:) Even though I'm not exactly suppose to.hahaha.:)

hehe I suddenly feel like talking about how much I love the Rock's Stars. But maybe another day.hahaha. Got to continue mugging.:)

Alot is happening in school again.


5 more days.pfft.

God will always be there for me:)I love you Lord:)

ahhh!!!! OMG! AHHH!!!ok so I totally screwed up.pfft. was actually quite confident during service, but then after that ahhh anxiety disorder or smth i guess.haha.omg.I think urggh.nvm.forget it. wait for 1months time or smth.
BUT MEANWHILE, I'm freaking out for EOYs. It is in like 9 days time. And I got lots to do. Ok I've been studying,just that it hasnt exactly been enough.pfft.
Thats why I need to buck up this remaining week. I got so much things to do tmr. Not mentioning the Giver template thing.help.
I'm so glad Tuesday is a holiday. I'm like so happy. haha. In case you are wondering why, it is cos of 110th aniversary concert and the school's effort and all that kinda thing so Mrs Low declared one day holiday.horray right!:)
Sadly I have dental on Mon.And I have to go straight from school.even worse.ahh oh wells.

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!!!:)



I think I have to do something about my short term memory. I mean I like just read it yesterday and I mistook it for mark when it was luke?!OMG. total embarassment. ahhh.
SHORT TERM MEMORY=EMBARASSMENT OR TROUBLE OR ANXIETY DISORDER.teehee

This is the first time I'm not that happy that it is a Friday.sigh. I'm so scared and worried.
Anyways, today was quite a great day.:) There was geog which we got free period to do revision on our own.Then for the first time I actually pretty enjoyed chinese lesson and guess what it was a DOUBLE period chinese.haha. That was the best double period chinese ever.haha.We were just going hyper during that time. And I guess lao shi was in a good mood so we didnt get one of her lectures again.In fact that little brother thing made me laugh until I was tearing and I couldnt stop.hahaha!
OMG!There is only one week left to EOYs!:( ahh!Im so stressed out.pfft.
So tomorrow there's church.Yay and ok...Dont ask me why.oh wells.
ahh.ahh.ahh.AHH!:(


10days to EOYs.
1day.

ahh, sunday and monday was satisfying:)I studied!:)yay!hahahaha!
Today Geog was funny hahaha.ok besides that boring boring boring.hist remedial was like eh...yeah.pfft. Then after school I rushed all the way home just to study and i forgot to return my storybook AGAIN.urggh.
ok.14 more days to EOYs!ahh!si le.
oh wells.I dont want this week to pass.I dont want. Pass really really slowly please.I'm begging.I know this is the first time.but just let time standstill just this week.
ahhh!ok I just feel like screaming.But oh wells. Ok. I better go.bye!:)



It is really hard to continue.
But I have to.
And I will:)

Yay!TGIF!:)I'm so so so glad it is a friday!:) Even more glad tmr is a sat!:) I hope I will completely recover from my gastric pain tmr so that I can concentrate in church!:)Can't wait!:)

17 more days to EOYs.I need much more time.pfft.

Ok.I dont know what to write hahaa.I'm running out of words nowadays. hahaha.

Oh wells, I really can't wait for after EOYs.hahaha.ok bye.Got to go.

Went to the doctors and got medication.:)For the past few days my stomach was so so so so horribly pain. Didnt get much work done plus practise cos of this.hmmph.I need to practise tmr.I will. I must.:)
Well, today's giver mcq was great!:)I did pretty well.haha.yeah.
I'm so glad it is a friday tmr!:):) Hope my gastric pain will be gone before church!:)
18more days to EOYs!Kill me!:(
Really happy it is a hol next mon!:)hehehe!:)
ok I dont really have anything to say.haha.bye!:)


Sis Hannah's last week this sat!D:

Today was a relatively good day.hahaha!I was going high on my good day ytd!hahaha!ok.
But my stomach aches really really badly.Stupid gastric.pfft.It has been here since sat.Can't even walk or sleep properly.
Anyways,I'm in a relatively good mood.muaahaha!
Oh didnt say this ytd but I cant go to Japan:(I'm sad but yet weirdly I don't feel that sad.hahah. Anyways who ask the cost to be so expensive.sigh.
I am successfully practising everyday:)yay.ok.
There are only 20days left to EOYs.I'm really really scared.And I really really want to do well.There's going to be alot to study.
hahah ok I better go now and start my revision.hahaa.bye.

I was in such a good mood in the day until some annoying person had to ruin it.I was so happy that I finally managed to study and concentrate the whole day in school plus after school and take my mind off that thing when somebody just had to POOF!
Anways I feel much better now after bathing.hahaha.Bathing work wonders man!I just found a new way to chill and I really mean chill myself down.hahaha ok.yeah.
So now I'm back after bathing and cool man I'm totally chilled!muahaha!But I'm still pissed.Just now, I was so pissed that I was so ready to type some short pissy post and go to sleep and wake up the next morning forgetting everything.Yeah thats what I always do kay.Just another way of mine to chill.Yeah but of course I thought I needed to study.cool huh I suddenly got motivation to study and study and study again.muahaha.That was why I was in such a good mood until you know.yeah.So I decided to study and not let some people spoil it. I mean I'm suddenly doing so well why let people spoil it right.hahah!
I am very very pleased with myself.How I managed not to like not to allow someone from stopping me from studying.And how I managed to have more self-control.And how I managed to get off that thing from my mind the whole day by studying!ok I'm not trying to boost or smth but look I'm just very happy and I'm trying to cheer myself up more after that person came ruin my mood kay.So just bare with me for awhile more.hahahah!
Ok so I just found another way how to stop thinking about everything.Besides sleeping.And it really helps cos I can't get to sleep when I'm not sleepy and I'll end up thinking even more just laying on my bed trying to sleep.SO THIS REALLY HELPS!:)Just that I can't stop studying.cos once I stop everything comes back into my mind.
Just like today during geog, we were allowed to study our own stuff:)And so I was studying when I forgot why and I stopped for a pretty short while and I started thinking again.yeah.yeah.
I hope I will be able to concentrate tomorrow again!It'll be wonderful if I can!:):)
Oh yeah.Hols are over!I'm sad and happy.hahaha!ok,must I explain?I think I won't.yeah.OH OH!Another reason why I'm so happy is that for some WEIRD reason I am improving for my chinese.Like today I got back 2 of my ying yong wen. And I did so much better than usual.And I had no wrong words!cool!I think I should keep this spirit up until after EOYs hahaha!Then I'll be able to do well!:):)
Anyways, I got to go!To study!:)I think I'm weird I never been happier to go and study before haha!But it is not such a bad thing esp since EOYs are coming!ok byebye!


I think this week is going to be simply awesome!:)


Thank You God!:)Btw, I prayed to God ytd to let me have a really good and smooth week the next 2 weeks.Dont ask me why esp this 2 weeks.But anyways looks like it is really going to be!:):) Who cares about the thing that just made me get pissed right?!hahaha!:)

ps:I couldnt get to sleep ytd and I actually wanted to study!hahaha whats happening to me!:):)

So much stuff to blog about:):I'm going to try to be as specific as possible.:)haha!ok malaysia first.:)
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just deleted a whole chunk of crap.not going to be specific as i thought the readers would get too bored haha.well so on thurs went to malacca.my grandmother's cooking is total awesome:)yeah.then left to batu pahat in the nite.sad.sad.sad.i wont say why.anw, the next day.cut my hair and stuff.and went back to singapore in the nite.
today was great then not too great.hahha.afternoon met ting for lunch:):)was great.talked about different stuff yup then walked to church.Fuel was great.learned about the book of judges.service was better haha.ok.after service.met esther:):)hmm...dont really want to talk about the part which you know kinda made my day well...not too good.hahaha yeah.i missed church!:)now im looking forward to next service:)sis hannah's last week is next week!oh no!:(sigh.ok today just embarassed myself infront of her but whatever kay.
sigh.hols are over you can say.left with tomorrow.the last day.I'll have to finish the giver compo i dreaded.and see if i have the mood to study.ok malaysia's study plan was a total failure.lets just say that that isnt exactly a very nice place to study at.haha.yeah.
oh crap i cant go to japan!someone cry with me!:)sigh sigh sigh.i want to go really really badly how?sigh.tomorrow is going to be my LAST LAST EVER try.wish me the best.even though im pretty sure it isnt going to work out.so whatever.sigh.urggh.im in a bad-ok mood.more to the bad.thinking about that incident.omygosh somebody help me!two weeks.

OK..time for a short post.got to go to valerie chen's house to pass her smth soon.so i'm going to malaysia tmr:(urggh.i hope i can still get things done there.oh wells.Good thing we're coming back in time for church!:):)today...productive i guess.GOT MY FILING DONE!:)
hmm...time is passing quickly.tomorrow is thurs already:(oh man.
haha i dont know what to say already.hahaha!oh wells.yeah i think that is about all. muahaha!bye!:)I'm rushing so can't think of what to say:)OH!I really really hope i get to go to Japan!i want to go so badly!:(But most prob i wont get to go...:(oh wells.sigh.yeah yeah yeah!ok bye!:)



I MISS YOU REALLY BADLY TING YAN!:(:(

I'm so pleased with myself!:):)I finally after so long decided to update my chinese blog!haha!
I bet ms chuan will get a shock seeing it!haha!
Monday...quite fulfilling too.:)yay!I think I'm going to achieve quite a bit if I keep this up and improve the rest of the hols!:)

So sad I have to go to Malaysia on thurs and fri!:(The travelling time is going to be a total waste.Oh wells, I'll be bringing my science and history there to study!:)Hope I can concentrate there!:)

I don't know why I suddenly feel so excited!haha!This is weird!haha!




Knowing that you are troubled,yet not knowing what to do and not being able to do anything is really saddening.sigh....


Ignite our Hearts,
Burn from Within,
This generation is Yours.

OMG!JBF WAS A BLAST!I'M GOING TO REMEMBER THIS DAY FOREVER!:)I'M ALREADY MISSING IT PLUS JUNIOR BAND!I'M REALLY DREADING TO GO TO SENIOR BAND.BUT HOPEFULLY, AND I THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO EVENTUALLY LIKE IT AND GET USE TO IT AND BE ABLE TO BE COMFORTABLE WITH THE SENIORS.AND ALSO BE ABLE TO ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I ENJOYED JUNIOR BAND!:) I STILL CANT GET OVER YESTERDAY!!!I'M SO HAPPY.AND ALL THOSE CARDS I RECEIVED FROM DIFFERENT ONES OF YOU.IF YOU GUYS EVER SEE THIS,THANKS ALOT ALOT!:)IT REALLY MEANS ALOT ESP THIS CERTAIN 3.IM SO HAPPY:):)

OK, hmm,4ONE was great:) there was so many people there!hahaha!

EOY is coming...:( This whole week though its the hols(yay!) it will be full of studying!:( Yeah I'm saving today as a slack day b4 i start.Just looking at the timetable for EOYs Im already freaking out.sigh. After EOYs, I'm going to slack big big big time. And probable use that time to meet up with friends and chat!:)

hahaha!Im still so so so HAPPY!:):)

TOMORROW IS DOOM DAY. Chinese Oral. Time sure pass fast. Which is both good and bad.Good cos the hols are coming and I won't have to wake up as early. And bad cos I tns that EOY are really really soon and I would be studying like crazy(hopefully).Yes back to chinese oral I'm so dead.Today while practicing, I totally talked like crap. haha. good thing it wasnt the real thing.I can't even talk fluently not mentioning not knowing so many words.oh my gosh how how how im so dead. OH wells.

Chem test. Was totally so screwed. I did so badly.Ok actually it isnt that bad but BUT so many ppl got over 50 and I'm like what low 40.Sigh. Miss song said I could do better and than I was definitely better than that. Yeah I think I agree. I had some really careless mistakes.Sigh sigh sigh. I think I'm going to "die" soon. I'm loosing my strenght already. Honestly.Even though I admit that I havent been doing much studying yet, Im already backing out of this "competition". One simple reason the world is scaring me. Ok more like looking at those stuff being tested for exam I start crying out inside. This brings back my secondary school-depression mode. Oh wells. I need to study study study for eoy.I think I'm going crazy.I can go on about how my life is starting to screw up but I shall not bore you.

On a brighter note,tmr is 4one!:) So the whole of tmr I shall look forward to it and not my oral hahaha!:)hahaa. Thank God we got extension for our MPP file!!!!:):)Anw, I should go now.sigh.

I shall not worry for You will be there.

Problem is finally resolved:)Just that I'll never know whether it was you.Anw, sat was great, talking to sis em and all. Sat was also the last band prac for the term:)After JBF, no band prac until after eoy!

Yesterday was really great! Start of with the aces day dance.Didnt expect the whole level to perform at the same time but it was still as fun. haha. 1SERVICE WON! We rock so much and I love our class really really much. Even though we are like totally known to be the last-minute class, don't cooperate almost until the end. And when we cooperate we rock and will always be the best.
After that, the concert was ok then boring. haha. After that those 6c-ians who went to other schools came back!:) That was the best part of the whole day.Considering my relatively bad mood the past whole of last week plus during lessons ytd. Spent time with them.Took photos and was forced to go home cos of the rain haha!:) I think the raining season is here.:) Urggh I can't post photos for some weird reason.:(

I really dreading tomorrow and the rest of the week. After this week it would be the hols and then I'll left only 2 weeks more to EOY which is really really scaring me. And worse of all, this fri is CHINESE oral. I'm so dead. I'm already freaking out.Imagine what will happen on that day.Chinese....ahhh! However, after oral there'll be 4One:) LOVE LOVE LOVE! Really looking forward to that. haha!