In every season you are still god

Friday, January 22, 2010 / 6:25 AM

Havent post for ages. firstly, TGIF!:) This week passed too quickly, doesnt even feel like a friday.
Just in the fourth week of school and there's already so much work and tests:( I'm not happy.:( hahha! I want my holidays backkkkk!!!!:(((( I want my KOREA BACKKKK!:( sighhh.
Oh wells, we cant have what we want forever. sad right. i know. hahhaa.
Anw, on the brighter side of things. I like my class alot. In fact, it is much better than I thought it would be.:)))hahaha.
ohmygoodness.hahaha today I wwent like super high during lessons like after 12pm. I think that 12pm madness is coming back to me.crap.hahaha. Anw, everyone thought i was out of my mind.ahahhaa. But I had lots of fun. hahaha.oh wells.
Ok, I REALLY REALLY HOPE MY GROUP CAN COME OUT WITH A REALLY INTERESTING RESEARCH QUESTION TOMORROW. And i hope I'll be able to think of one by tmr morning 8am.hahaha:)
Ok, i should go now. need to wake up really early tmr:(

Monday, January 11, 2010 / 5:27 AM

IM SO PISSED WITH MYSELF. SERIOUSLY PISSED. I need to concentrate but it never works. I guess it has to do with what I'm doing. Like when I'm doing math(provided I know how to do it), I finish it like super quickly and I find it really fun doing math. But for like animal farm crap, I take forever to start doing it. And after I start I dont know how to do it. SEE HOW SCREWED THIS WHOLE THING IS?! Totally!:( I know some of you think I'm weird and in your heads you must be like going: What is her problem?! But look, if I carry on with thiss crap, I'm never ever going to get my 5A1s and triple science. So yeah.

There's band tomorrow. Dont know whether to be happy or sad.
I'M REALLY GLAD THINGS ARE OK NOW.
I mean like last time, things were so awkward and you are like just somebody I simply want to avoid and never meet. Even though I still feel so( a little) now, things are definitely much much better. At least we talk now.
I think I suck at playing the saxophone. Seriously. PFFT.

Anw,I better go now. BYE!:)

Start of another Bitter-Sweet week.

Sunday, January 10, 2010 / 2:07 AM

Havent post for one whole week. Oh wells.First week of school was totally disgusting and tiring. Stayed back almost everyday for band.Suckks. I still cant accept the fact that it's the year 2010. I guess I need some adjusting. Ohwells. My class is not that bad afterall.

I really dont want to go to scchool tomorrow. I'm dreading it like 100%. Everyday after school I'm just so drained out. Especially just trying to concentrate in every lesson. Seriously.

You know, I'm really not looking forward to the year 2010. In fact, I'm dreading every bit of it. But still, I'm trying to make every bit of it seem really exciting and something I'll be able to look forward to. And SUPRISINGLY, it's actually working out.

I think I need to come out with a way to be able to get myself in the right mood to do my work. Like seriously.

oh wells.sigh.

Sunday, January 3, 2010 / 1:11 AM

So quickly it is already the third day of the new year and I still dont feel as if I'm in a new year. School's starting tomorrow and I'm not excited AT ALL.:( In fact, I'm really really dreading it to come.:( Especially having to stay back for like three days because of orientation. That is totally annoying. I dont feel like a sec 2 at all.:( Oh wells. No more sleeping in in the mornings:(
Hope I'll be able to quickly change into a studying mood soon. Which is quite impossible.oops:)