last sat had a really good time with potter's arttt!:))) love how we laugghed so much and had so much fun throughout the whole outing. sadly many sec 1s couldnt make it, but hopefully they would be able to in 3 weeks time!:)
failed physics test. soo pissed. deducted another mark today. how bad can it get? pissed. i seriously need someone to help me with my physics.:( oh wells, i need to do really well for the 60% test:)ok, bye.hahaha!:)
dont want to go for the istana performance tomorrow. dont want to be late for churchhh!:(pfffttt.

i had my napfa todayy. both 2.4 and 5 items. the 5 items were not that bad but like 2.4 totally sucked. i have no stamina.goodnesssss.i might re-run if i have the mood to.hahaha!:) oh wells, now my muscle hurts like crappp.:(
after napfa went to island cremery with chelsea,rose and ceekayy!:) had like alottt of fun. even though it was only for a short while, really had many epic moments.
today school was like mixture of good and bad though the good made me smile alot.:)
loved math and langarts lesson alott today. this are one of the two lessons i really enjoy in school. even though my langarts suck. lessons are fun. it used to suck but now it suprisingly gets really interesting.:) hahaha!:)
laughed so much with rose. i really realise how much she really cheers me up daily. like you know whenever im sad even though she doesnt make sense AT ALL. she just seem to be able to make me laugh. epic moments too much.haha.
wow, today though physically draining and though i went through a little of emotional turmoil everything turned out pretty well. but somehow my friends manage to made it better. i'm really starting to like appreciate my friends alot. not like i didnt last time, but especially much now.
sigh, something to worry about tomorrow. ptdddd.:((( suckks. im really worried, i havent exactly told my parents my marks since i got it back a long time ago. and like they dont know them. and their going to get first hand info from my freaking teachers. they will be shocked. but i did prepare my dad that i did badly. and anyway, i kinda forgot my actual marks. all i know is that they all suck. even the best sucks. pfft. ca2, i prommise you there'll be an improvement.just wait and see kay.:)
hahaha, ok i need to wake up extra early cos of ptd, so i got to sleep now.:)

everyday will be a better one.:)


it's hard to wait around for something that might never happen; but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.

Havent been writing for a really long time. I have been thinking of switching to tumblr. not sure yet though.these few days i've been troubled over stuff yet i dont exactly know what. pfft.
i just few like telling someone my whole life story without getting that person pissed and with that person understanding me fully.
i dont know. i think i've been pretty much very sensitive these days. every little thing i'll think for the worse. i dont know, im just quite tired of school and everything.
i'm just tired of how i actually work hard and still get some kind of crap results. it really pisses me off.even though i seem like i've gotten over my ca1 results, i havent really gotten over it. i mean i dont think about it but it just made my whole mood shoot for the bottom and since then my mood in school have been a whole lot of a swing. i mean after i breakdown in school and rose attempting to comfort me i thought i was better much much, but you know what? im not any better. i think i just got worse even though not obviously.sigh.
im not going to write anymore.haahha, i feel like typing all my feelings into a document,print it and pass it to someone to read. yeah, thats what i'll do. i hope that person dont think i'm too weird.hahaha.but be honoured i let you read it you know.:)hahaah,kay.bye.
i'll try to post more often:)