Ok just gonna post really quickly. Didnt want to post at first but im too pissed just need to blast it all in here so I'll feel better. Im so crazily pissed. OK FIRSTLY LET ME JUST REJOICE THAT I MANAGED TO FINISH STUDYING FOR BOTH LANGARTS AND CHEM!:):)
ok yes, Im still super pissed even though Im relieved I managed to finish. But Im still worried for tmr tests.sigh.They just wouldnt extend the chem test to thurs. Seriously, they can just be that little nicer. They dont even give a thought to it when the whole class signs a petition. LIKE SERIOUSLY.
Anw, that isnt the real reason why I was pissed. Well the real reason is some people just wouldnt let you study IN PEACE. I mean seriously you dont have to bang on the table so loudly to neaten your stack of papers right. And you dont have to repeat something so many times cos it is not like Im deaf or something. And it is plain obvious that Im studying and especially when I told you already so why cant you just leave me alone, shush it and let me study?! I know I know it is all for my own good(the part about telling me to sleep early) but seriously, ONCE is ENOUGH. And the rest about creating noise I dont know whether to irritate me(unlikely) or just that you are unaware of your surroundings. BUT Im right in front of you and normal people will not bang the table with a stack of papers. Unless you are pissed, but you do it all the time. Just that Im I got pissed this time cos I was studying while worrying whether I could finish on time. Anw, Im sorry if I like flare up and just went shhh went you said something.I know you wont read this but whatever. Anw, it isnt totally my fault, i tried to not bother but it is impossible.And yes after that I got so irritated that I even got pissed by you typing away on your calculater. sigh. anw, I feel much better now. phew.
Im seriously so worried for EOY. I saw the E-progress ytd which was updated ytd. Goodness it is pretty bad. I need to do very well for all my remaining test. Ok it isnt so bad till I can like cry that kind. But comparing to the rest I know I need to get much better in order to get to a better class or even stay in here. And my 80 over subjects all went down to a 70 plus with not a single A1 yet. Now my only hope is the remaining test to salvage my CA2 A LITTLE. Plus the whole of EOY.
Going for math remedial tmr. hehe. I should really thank ms sia for agreeing to give me and 3 others math remedial on algebra.hehe. Well they said that if you hate a certain topic all the more you should do it and make yourself love it so you will do well in it. Well I think and Im hoping that when I get a hang of algebra I'll love it.:)
Im pretty happy with my history test today:) Havent got back the results but I think(feel) that I'll do better this time as compared to the other test on SBQ. Too bad this test isnt counted only a revision so it cant pull my history test marks up if I do well.
OH OH OH! Another reason why Im pleased with myself.:) I managed to not go on msn and facebook today cos I was determined to study!:) yay so satisfied with myself. Its called A SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT. hehe.
Should I or should I not? I know I want it is a good thing but fear is preventing me from doing it. Will I by the time the date line comes, have the courage to go for it?Oh wells.
To Ting: Hang on and cheer up.:) Jia You!I'll always be there for you:) Sorry didnt talk much to you on sat. I'll talk and share with you more this sat kay!:) Love you:)