Monday, July 20, 2009 / 6:08 AM
Urgghh today was horrible:(:( However it was definitely better than last week.hehe.Ok yes yes Im still feeling extremely happy.This is the happiest I've felt so far this whole year.Well it is just this happiness knowing there's Hope. And that this is a beginning of a new chapter in my life.So yes back to today.I totally died for ting xie.Honestly suddenly all those word I remembered just disappeared from my head.Like memory loss.Yeah so I'm like totally going to flunk this round's ting xie.Haha goodness gracious I have to say at least it wasnt that bad like Sarah who wrote 3 words only for the last poem!hahas!Sarah! Ok yes I got my first booking today. First ever one from primary school until now. I was hoping to keep a clean record...oh wells I guess it happens. However my friend said I shouldnt have gotten booked....ok whatever for some reason I dont feel sad or angry or anything about it at all hahaha!In fact I actually thank the prefect like twice or thrice. Sorry Jan!Yeah I got scolded by her for thanking the prefect.hehe. She was like she booked you kay, you should be angry with her and not thanking her for helping you hold your stuff. haha.well she was doing her job. ok this is really weird cos after that I kept seeing her the rest of the day. Honestly, so freaky! I bet she must have been freaked out too. I mean like you book this person and then for the rest of the day you see her....it is like you did smth wrong and a ghost haunting you...ok ok ignore my crap hahah. Ok the rest of the day...nothing much to talk about since it was pretty boring. Oh except for me starting to go high during chem and math.Ms Sia lost my graded assignment!And I have to redo.And I went to find her after school but couldnt find her so I gave up and went home so I shall get it tmr:)Blah blah. ok tmr, there's math test...yucks. Im like totally going to flunk it. yes. Ok fine maybe I wont or at least Im hoping I wont...cos I studied!:) yes yes. Its algebra kay.Like honestly I'm going to go crazy figuring out whether I should cancel or not. Honestly. The past 2 pop quizes I spent like a really long time figuring out whether to cancel or not. And of course I flunk them both:( urggh those were the first time I flunk pop quizes...really sucky right. i know. thats why I asked ms sia to give more pop quizes:) so that I can get 3 good ones to be counted in my ca2:) Ok come to think Im really scared for test. Havent been doing well for math tests. sigh I need to do well to do well for my ca2. Yes yes I seriously want to do well for my ca2 kay. like seriously I'll go crazy if I dont do well.I went crazy for ca1 already. But I gave it a pass since it was first ca in sec school.Anw, I just really hope I do well.:)okok. Tmr there's history mass remedial.hahah.And then band.yucks. I dont wanna stay back until 6++. like seriously.:(urgghh!so gross!:(:( I dont want band tmr. sigh. cant do anything.Oh yes the braces thingy.Urgghhh!I might have to pull out of 110th.I dont really mind actually. Just that I dont want to look at some people's pissed off look. And I want cca points. Oh wells, Im praying for the best.hehe:)