Monday, January 11, 2010 / 5:27 AM
IM SO PISSED WITH MYSELF. SERIOUSLY PISSED. I need to concentrate but it never works. I guess it has to do with what I'm doing. Like when I'm doing math(provided I know how to do it), I finish it like super quickly and I find it really fun doing math. But for like animal farm crap, I take forever to start doing it. And after I start I dont know how to do it. SEE HOW SCREWED THIS WHOLE THING IS?! Totally!:( I know some of you think I'm weird and in your heads you must be like going: What is her problem?! But look, if I carry on with thiss crap, I'm never ever going to get my 5A1s and triple science. So yeah. There's band tomorrow. Dont know whether to be happy or sad. I'M REALLY GLAD THINGS ARE OK NOW. I mean like last time, things were so awkward and you are like just somebody I simply want to avoid and never meet. Even though I still feel so( a little) now, things are definitely much much better. At least we talk now.I think I suck at playing the saxophone. Seriously. PFFT.Anw,I better go now. BYE!:) Start of another Bitter-Sweet week.